23 May 2009
commitment = an agreement or pledge to do something in the future,
this is one definition i found online, yes, commitment is like a promise, i think im ready to pledge on commitment, well i know that im far more than ready, too young too commit? nope, never too young to commit, ive started thinking about commitment, two years ago, when i met this guy and when i thought everything was perfect, but then i was wrong when he started to treat me like ****.
i dont think i ever been afraid to commit, i take commitment as a challenge and as one of the test on life, what is life without tests? why are people afraid to commit? i never understand this fact, and as much as i want to understand, i will never do. rushing? nope, not at all, i dont understand why most people take relationship as something that they think its part of things that they do for fun in life. that is totally wrong, especially when you get someone to really fall for you. if you dont want to commit, make it clear at the first place, dont say the word LOVE.
to be in a relationship is wonderful, really. to have someone to talk to everyday, and getting to know new facts about each other every day is great, awesome. to have someone that understands you and to have an opposite gender to talk about and share everything with. these things you can do with your bestfriends? of course you can, but in a relationship, its something, there's this more than love feeling. i dont know how to describe love, much really. but you guys know what i mean.
my age is too youung to commit? noo, not at all, i take for example, my sister and her fiance-to-be, they've been in a relationship for 9 years, and are getting engaged next sunday, 31st May, 2009. and getting married end of this year, on the day of their anniversarry, they've been together since their teenage years, if im not mistaken my sister was 17 at that time, see. this shows that age is not a matter if you want to commit.
i want to be in a relationship, i want to commit, i wanna make that particular person that can love me feel special, feels like its worth it to live in this world and feel loved. i know i wont hurt him, i know i will make him feel special, treat him as nice as a person can be treated and cherish his life as much as i can. life is short, people. lets say, you only have time to live until the next day, when will you have the chance to experience all these? life is all about trying things, give it a try and give your all into it. commitment is healthy, commitment is wonderful.
live your life like its your last day.
Syazana.
12 May 2009
my favourite and chubbiest yet has the most amazing voice ever, and plays the guitar like a rockstar cousin, haha. enjoy watching him, doing his thang!
and he made me listened to this song over and over agaain.
Syazana,
05 May 2009
people make mistake. i make mistake.
was it a mistake telling you how im feeling,
cause this is hard, i shouldve just avoid telling you,
i shouldve just listen to what my heart told me,
but i was too much in love to listen,
and now, im in love with you,
i fell, i fell deep, hold on,
im falling is the right phrase,
im falling deep, baby i love you,
this is hard, not being in a relationship with you is hard,
its just not enough, i know you said you love me, and all,
its just not enough.
ive been lying to myself,
ive been lying to you,
saying that its ok to not be in a relationship,
to just have you as my bestfriend,
well, its not ok. it will never be,
cause i want you more than this.
tonight, crying alone for hours taught me something,
in some parts of life,
you just ought to be alone,
to be just by yourself.
just another poem of mine,
love B.
04 May 2009
dear wish fairy, please hear me,
i've been longing to fly.
i never really wish this as strong before,
but wish fairy dear, i need to fly now,
as my love is in need of me.
in need of my touch,
in need of my hugs,
please wish fairy, please,
spare me some of those flying dust of yours,
and let me spread these wings,
then teach me to fly.
as my love is in need of me,
i want to be there for my love,
to cherish my love, and stop my love from being so blue,
please wish fairy, please,
my wish is to fly.
Love B.
03 May 2009
to just take things easy,
this feeling will never change as this is what im taking,
this feeling will still grow as how it grows every single day,
this feeling wont fade even if you decide to walk out from me.
having to see you everyday will be a miracle,
having to hug you every time i want to will be wonderful,
having to have you love me more than i do will be great,
having to have you thinking about me and care for me, will surely be amazing.
cause you're the most amazing person ive ever met,
with all these divine behaviours that i adore,
with this pleasant way of calming me down with your words,
with that pleasing smile you have.
and this is cause i love you,
and i love you more,
and i love you farther,
and i love you deeper,
each and every day.
truly Syazana,
especially for you.
B.
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