A whole new side of love

Another lie, i thought you understood when i said i cant take another lie, we actually promised to each other that we would never keep things from each other. we promised that we would tell everything to each other. not those small things tho. but this aint small.

we were destroyed by lies. we met because of we were lied upon. we promised we wont hurt each other by lying. but you lied. whats the point of promising when you know you would break it. what's the point of saying something that you know wont happen. Maybe to you its a small thing cause you have her. but to me, how can it be easy for me when i only have you? but you decide to turn to someone else?

when were you planning to tell me about this? never? until she leaves? what am i? just a rebound? you're never that term to me. you're never my rebound. you were there for me, i was there for you, and to me you taught me a whole new side of love. i shouldnt be this mad, really. i shouldnt, cause i know im not anyone that should be saying this.

im just a friend, a bestfriend, who's deeply in love with you and hopes you would feel the same way to in the future cause you said some things that made me feel this way. Long term reward, remember? i guess not. i guess it doesnt even exist. you made it up, right? just to make me feel better and stops complaining? and make you upset and cause i cry too much?

it would be better if you just told me the truth. i would accept it calmly. but i had to find it out from someone else. why? why did you hurt me like this?

truly hurt and depressed.