30 April 2009

Message from my heart.

0 comments Posted by sunshine at 05:00

Lovey dovey, cheesy, cranky, hearty, whatever you wanna call it, thats me. i tend to pour every bits of my feelings, to anyone. but mostly to them girls, and to the person i love, and adore. and here's a poem i made, NYAHAHAHAHA! well i was in Geo class, and we were told to finish this one tasksheet, which i finished early in the morning right before registration, and so i was jobless, this came out of it (;


picking up the phone, listening to you sobbing,
my hearts drops as i was feeling this, 
the strong connection i  have felt before, 
the difference now its pressing, deep inside its immersing,
for so long, wanting it so bad, its feels so real this bliss,
but no, my mind says, no more, no more, no more.

wanting to avoid this, i tried real hard,
i cant bare to be hurt again, no please,
and so you convince me by telling me this,
you cant leave it being disregard no baby please,
its chemistry we're feeling, im convinced,
cause im feeling this too, this love breeze,

the best thing we ought to do now, is,
take things slow so forever we'll be,
this cherriness, happiness, lightheartedness,
and so with you i fly, through the wind wiz,
with nothing coming between us, we're like bumble bee,
soaring, trying to live this life, with all these crazy tests.

oh please pamper me with your love,
take the train ride with me to love town,
shower me with precious things, even dove,
no dont, ever please let me down.

i wont cheat on you, i wont leave you, please do the same too,
stay with me, along these straight paths or even bends,
i will too, as long as i live, cause i love you,
all in all, comes to conclusion, cause we are bestfriends!

haha, suckyy? haha. 
sampai sini saja, i need my rest, 
i love B.




 

29 April 2009

Taking things slow.

0 comments Posted by sunshine at 04:51

FLU FLU FLU! haha, i think im going to be sick, this is cause my throat is killing me, to cough and it pops everytime, is embarassing enough. what more to keep on sniffing your mucus in at the same time? to avoid it from flowing outta your nose, which will also be more embarassing. i hate being sick, i LOATH it. its affecting my training, and also my schooldays. ive been so tired these past few days, ive been feeling sleepy every class, wait, except for GP! i loooove GP!


ive been drinking MR. BROWN, every morning, but the effect stayed only until lunch time, by the time class after lunch starts, ill be yawning my toncils out. haha. all in all, im still having fun in campus, with great friends around made one of the reason that im energetic enough to wake up every morning, just to see them. my every morning is lighten up and brighten up starting from 5 ish at dawn, by MUHAMMAD BAHZI BIN AWANG, RAIHAN RAHMAN, DUA, HISHAM, AMIR, EMAM JOHARI, YAZID TAIB, then the latecomers, YAZID ZAINAL, RAFIE ZAINAL, QISTINA HASSANAN, ZAWANI ZUFERY, LIYANI HUSAIN. and credits also goes to these people, SYAHID, AMIRUL AFIF, BOVIE, ANAQI, RAHIM, SAIFUL AMIN, AZRI AR, NORHADI SUPHIEN, and to people whose names i didnt mention but i smile to you guys everytime i see kamu, means you're part of my everyday life as well. its just that im tired to be able to remember now. but i promise, i will remember and post your names. teheee.

bah! sampai sini dulu ya, im listening to AJ RAFAEL now, 
B, i love.

 

25 April 2009

FIRST MATCH!

0 comments Posted by sunshine at 14:46

KNIGHTS 
RUGBY TEAMS, 
boys and girls will be competing today against some teams.
the match will be in Mumong Sports Complex.
so people! wish us all the best of lucks!
and its my first match ever! AAAA! hahaha.
loves B.

 

24 April 2009

IM AWARE.

0 comments Posted by sunshine at 05:21


training was great at first until came to the moment where someone actually criticise me, in a harsh way. maybe im exaggerating, cause im not used to being told of my weaknesses that way, IM AWARE THAT IM SLOW. i am fat, and i aint got that whole lot of stamina. i just started this sport for god sake, and sports before this doesnt require me to run that much. YES I AM VERY SLOW. I DONT RUN THAT MUCH.


but, heyy, you can at least say it in a polite way, i dont mind you criticising, but yoo, nicelyy lahh. it really hurt me tadi, banartah. i feel like stopping right away. yes, I AM THAT SENSITIVE. and so that officially tells you that i have lots of weaknesses.

 shish, ive never been that rude to you. chill wah, was just a game. YOU SAID SORRY, well im not sure about which you were apologising about, the part you CRITICISE ME IN A RUDE WAY, or the part you hit my head. atuu i understand, those things happen in rugby and i wont even mind if you didnt say sorry, but for the other thing? we're on the same team for god sake.

 try sayingg, 
"Syaz, lari laju sikit ahh, you're a bit sloww." 
instead of, 
"YOU'RE SLOW!" (WITH FACE)

bah whateverrrrr. im doing this cause of sakit hati. i dont wanna mention names, (: im nice enough. but im over it now. malas to think of it lagi, wont lose or gain anything, sampai sini, im friggin' tired and i have essay to do. I OWE MR FRANK FORD! 


ADIOS AMIGAS!
i love B.  

 

22 April 2009

who ever thought, (:

0 comments Posted by sunshine at 02:33

Who ever thought that our lips would ever touch
Who ever believed that our souls would ever see one another
Who ever thought that I would see the day
Who ever thought that this day would come
After your hand touched mine on the bench,
Who ever thought we'd get to this point
After you said you're missing me so
and that you'll never let go
Who ever thought that you'd stay?
Who ever thought that I'd see the day
Where my whole life would brighten up
Seeing you to stay here, sleeping next to me
Wishing now the moment will never fade, 
oh please, cause you are my love.

 

the problem with missing you,

0 comments Posted by sunshine at 02:19

i promised someone that ill change for the better, well in this case is to be less clingy, today for start, i can only text when i really need to, but early morning, and before sleeping is a must, giiillaaaaaaaaa! this is so close to impossible, but i know im strong, and you're the reason i am here now, hee. instead of texting, i decided to just pour everything, here on this page. i frrrigggggiinnllyyyyy miss you!!! 


i just got home, giila, the weather is killing me! it was very hot, thank god i have AC in my room, gosh i cant imagine how my life would, how life of others with no AC atuu, especially having to live here in Brunei, HOT ALL YEAR AROUNDD. im not making sense here,, but i just feel like typing and keep pouring, hahaha. pasalnyaa, im trying to get over my clinginess anii, that is if such word exist.

ill update lagi later lah, when im in a lovey dovey mood, my posts will be more siok to dibaca, hee.

layyyy' ahh!
i love you, B <3

 

21 April 2009

honestly,

0 comments Posted by sunshine at 06:49

ive been hoping, i know i was warned about hoping. but yes, i cant lie to myself, i keep on hoping everyday for that day to come, what we have now, is still not enough for me. i know that we need more time to get to know each other and all, but whats so wrong about being together? i promise i wont do whatever your last relationship did to you,


waittt, this is wrong, i have to stay strong and keep up with you, ill stay and wait, cause i want this for a very very long time. i wont let it slip away, so yes, bestfriend wouldnt kill me. as long as i know you love me, 

truly,
syazana.

 

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