24 June 2009
i am officially missing this one girl, whom i love so much whom i love to spend time talking and sharing stuffs with, itsss you!! yeesss you!!
NABEELAH KHALID
sorry i took this without asking, (:
its from your facebook, haha. just feel like making my blog colourful,
yatah i took this instead if the other one that i adore,
besides, green's my favourite colour :D
unbelievable? believe it. im missing you so much girl, i have lots of things to share with you, more than lots actually. we have to go online until late and go skyping together again. i dont care and i dont mind about others, i miss you a lot!
teheee :D i love you babe.
and i owe you an apology.
lets talk (",)
23 June 2009
to hide something and to lie about something to someone you love is sometimes even much more better than telling them and letting them know, which will eventually hurt them.
lies can be no harm, sometimes. Just sometimes. (:
to spend time with someone you love and adore, even if its only for a short while, feels like, heaven. hehe, exaggerating much. no, really. it feels like you can definitely treasure that feeling your whole life. especially when you spend time talking about nothing that make sense and laugh without even knowing what you are laughing at, to be in love, is AWE'TH'OME! for a normal language, awesome!
22 June 2009
finally, i went in, i went throught it, i explore through it, going back to their past life, what they had was special. i should never interfere, am i making a mistake here? this is stupid, this sucks.
he's too much in love with her, im ruining his feeling towards her.
i shouldnt be, i suck, im a ruiner, BIG TIME TERRIBLE LIFE RUINER, feelings especially. you suck syaz, he should think back what they used to have, and beg her back to his side, to be beside him, they will have something special, since they've known each other for a long time anyways.
i regret, i shouldnt, frrruuccck. now i cant sleep, my eyes, its been so long since i felt like this, unable to shut these eyes, HEY! SHUT IT ALREADY. im talking to myself, which is something that doesnt happen jua, unless i... noo, im not. it cant be, oh please dont.
kill me already, stab me in the back, shoot me, bury me alive. please do!
just another plot of a story i have in mind. (:
What if I took my time to love you?
What if I put no one above you?
What if I did the things
That really mattered?
What if I ran through
Hoops of disaster?
No one would care if
We never made it
We're in this alone
So why don't we face it
There is no room to
Blame one another
We just need time to
Forgive each other
[Chorus:]
What about love?
What about feeling?
What about all the things that make life worth living?
What about faith?
What about trust?
And tell me baby...what about us?
How can I give this
Love a new beginning?
How can I stop the rain?
It's never ending
How do I keep my soul believing?
Memories of how we
Should be keep calling
[Chorus]
I'll take the rivers rise
I'll take the happy times
I'll take the moments of disaster
[Chorus]
nothing much happened today, i was woken up by my sister pasal she wants me to company her kemas store (: which i did, and it was a relief to see the store for not being that messy anymore. and thanks to our hard work :D well kami breakfast dulu and cook lunch before starting the heavy work, which was tirinnnnnggggg, we finished around 4 plus? or 5, i think. then i went to watch dvd with my sisters. which i fell asleep on, haha. and woke up around 8 plus,
realising i was sooooo hungrrryyyyyy and there was nothing to eat, then i went online and talk to Bahzi and Raqiib, i complained to Raqib about how hungry i was, and being a sweetheart, he went to buy for me, this nasi katok that i adore from lambak, imagine that, he lives in sg tilong went to lambak and send the nasi to me in mentirii, just to fulfill my appettite, *hugs you qiib. but at the same time, my sister order mr.pizza, so im more than full now. HAHA.
gosh, my head is spinning around like crazyy, and my back hurts, my neck as well. and not to forget my kneee, my kakii, ngiluuu ani wahh. im having hard times everytime turun tangga, like seriouslyy. i guess its a permanent damage after all :( and nowwww im talking to Raqiib, my all time bestt buddy whom i love so very much. heeee. ya kan sleep dimosque lagii, boring tah me nii, kejap lagi kali ya jalann. we're sharing songs now, more like me giving him my songs for him to listen to. hehe.
well, thats all for tonight, ill update more tomorrow! if im not tired,
goodnight,, <3
21 June 2009
its time for an update. i havent been updating you people about what has been going on and stuffs. well im lazy, and im getting lazier every single day, my kaki sakit, my knee especially, i can barely run like before. every training i have to force myself to run. its hurting too much, i need physiotherapy. that wave thingy whatever that max and kama told me i need.
other than my kaki's case, Raqib has been helping me a lot, (: he picked me up from training and for training, (: thanks Raqiib, you mean so much to me. i dont know how the hell im gonna go to training and balik training without you. and i always talk to you online lately, but you have this thing that you have to go sleep arah mosque for 3 days, im bored, without you. you were suppose to be back by now, but i cant see you online, you're prolly sleeping on your cosy bed, since you told me you had to sleep on the floor masa di mosque, i dont blame you,, i myself will complain much if i have to sleep on the floor. I MISS YOU (:
whats the other thing that i need to update? oh yes, i went out with this friend of mine (: whom, ive been missing for the past 5 months, we finally had some times catching up with each other's life. i miss you, buddy. i wish to see you again. sometime soon (: things has been hard for the both of us, but i promise you we both can make it through. As long as we're beside each other. FRIENDS <3
and and, yes, ive been saying that im missing people. awuu banarrr i miss lots of people, especially this one person, who i talk to when im down and all, and she barely go online nowadays, i think she's keeping herself busy kalii. HEY YOU, if you're reading, i miss you. i miss skyping with you.. i dont have credit to text you, so, text me on msn!!
i think thats that for tonight, ill try to update as always as possible, nyaaha. (: Raqib's home! ima go talk to him now.
<3
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